I never thought it could happen again. It's been so long. The thought of someone makes me feel that quiver in my chest. I feel that flutter in my stomach. I smile when I think about him. I'm sad when I can't talk to him. The thought of my name on his lips, hearing it, makes me feel as I'm in ecstacy. It's the beauty that I never thought it could happen, would happen. Now I feel it. Now I know it. I don't even think about the wait. I imagine what it could be like. I know the feeling will not fade for me. Not until I know for sure if it can be like it should be. Like finding the other part of me.